Finally the day has arrives. It’s Christmas once again. And once again it’s just like any other normal days. It never has been the same again since then, since that time, since that day. Christmas Eve dinner, gathering, presents exchange, fooling around with old friends, all those are now just another memory.
As time goes on, those memories start to hide in the dark corner of the mind. But it will always show itself again, at the right time, at the right moment. Reminding us, reminding me, of what we used to have, what we have lost, what we have become.
Decisions been made, separate paths been taken. Hardly moving on, I am merely living on with my life. It’s never been easy, maybe just a little less hard. Suffocating but still breathing, taking one step at a time. It’s something I need to face with, something I need to deal with, something I need to live with. No one will know what going to happen in future, no one can say for sure. But one thing I know for sure, Christmas will never be the same again.
As time goes on, those memories start to hide in the dark corner of the mind. But it will always show itself again, at the right time, at the right moment. Reminding us, reminding me, of what we used to have, what we have lost, what we have become.
Decisions been made, separate paths been taken. Hardly moving on, I am merely living on with my life. It’s never been easy, maybe just a little less hard. Suffocating but still breathing, taking one step at a time. It’s something I need to face with, something I need to deal with, something I need to live with. No one will know what going to happen in future, no one can say for sure. But one thing I know for sure, Christmas will never be the same again.
"I don't want to light a fire
Unless it will warm your heart
I'm playin no holiday songs
I need you to sing your part
And baby if I could have just one wish come true
I don't wanna spend one more Christmas without you"
Unless it will warm your heart
I'm playin no holiday songs
I need you to sing your part
And baby if I could have just one wish come true
I don't wanna spend one more Christmas without you"
And lastly, Merry Christmas to all…
5 comments:
aiyooo... cannot keep living in the past wan la. as a person we need to keep looking forward! life will be more meaningful that way. and don tell me that "i have nothing to look forward to". we cannot predict the future. maybe it's gonna be bad, maybe it's gonna be good, but hey, at least it's better to feel something than nothing right? EMBRACE LIFE! don let ur past haunt u and prevent u from doing something u wished to do. life is way too short to keep reminiscing about what u don't have and what u could have had.
AND, MERRY XMAS!!!
just dropping by... Merry Christmas! :)
Joyce, im not really living in d past... if i didnt look 4ward... i dun think u wouldnt even haf know me... i wld haf kill myself long time ago... thr r jus somethings which u can never 4get... n once in a while it jus come back n haunt u... jus REMEMBERING the past... not LIVING it... plus, thr r certain thgs which some ppl nd more time to get over with den most ppl... im jus happens to be one of those ppl... >.<
Kit, Meery Xmas to u too.. =)
haih... hope u get over it soon... i've known u for 2 yrs? 2 years is a long time d.. but u are right, some ppl gets over things slower than the rest. i hope u're not the type to never get over it. =.= i'm going to kl this monday!! celebrating new year there.
yer... bo lang celebrate new year wif me liao... T.T
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