chains of bad luck

Two months ago I need to renew my car road tax, car insurance and also the car installment. Just that cost me more than RM1K. More than half my salary gone, just like that. And I still need to save for petrol, rent and some other stuffs. Ended up need to ikat perut, skip meals most of the times just so I got enough to last for that month.

And this month, I fell sick and my medical fees cost a lot. Since I don't have any medical insurance, I need to pay it all myself. I saw my money flying again. Ended up using the money to pay my car installment for my medical bills, the balance of the money need to go to my car petrol. Tried not to go out too often or don't go out at all. Commented by someone with "at least you could have.......". And puasa again, it's nothing new to me anymore. One of my friend knows, as I always skip my lunch at work.

And next month, I need to pay for two month car installment as I didn't pay this month. And since I already know of this earlier, I begin to plan my budget carefully, so I will have enough to last till end of next month. Two months car installment is enough to eat up almost half my salary, and I know one thing for sure, I don't earn a lot.

But guess what just happened just now. I worked late today because my manager messed up the targets and I need to stay back in case I need to reload the targets to the database again. No, I'm not going to talk about that. What just happened was after work. I decided to pay my grandma a visit, but she wasn't home. Talked with my brother a while then I decided to go back.

The parking area at my grandma's place is very dark. And as I reversed my car, I didn't saw a black wira behind me with the driver still inside =.='' Yes, you guess it. I BANGED THE FREAKING BLACK WIRA. zzzz.... Just by the sound of the bang, I know what I had planned and calculated a few weeks ago serves no purpose anymore. And once again I saw images of my money flying ~($)~ The damage of his car is not really that serious, but even when the car is suffering from minor injuries, it will still at least need to cost a few hundred bucks. I can foresee my future next month. Barely coping and puasa-ing again.

I am not in a good mood right now. Trying to cool myself down, but hardly able to. I need to find a freaking foreman tomorrow so I can bring that guy to repair his car. Anyone know any nice, trusted and cheap foreman? -.- Or better still, accompany me there as I am not good in dealing with this kind of thing.

SIENNNNNNZZZZZZZ ARRRRRRR...........ZZZZZZZZZZZZ.....ZZZZZ....ZZZZ......