i'm down...

I dropped my handphone. Ran to look for it. Too late. Lost it. Asked my friend to call my number. A Malay girl answer. She said that's her number. I begged her to return my handphone. I actually almost cried asking her to return it. She kept saying that's her number. Then she just hang up, and off my phone. Damn malay girl.

Not long after that my friend received an sms from her so called tunang. The so called tunang said, this number(my handphone number) he bought for her tunang and asked us not to kacau her tunang. Tuang orang tk boleh dikacau. WTH! Go die both of you. Curse those involve to hell. That handphone meant a lot to me. It was the only present I bought for myself. And to lost it to some idiot malay girl, I just can't forgive myself.

Why am I so careless? I know there's nothing I could do now. But still... this is the time when I wish there is someone beside me. Giving me words of comfort or at least a shoulder for me to cry. Living alone sucks sometimes.

Nothing to say anymore. Been holding my tears for too long. Going to cry myself to sleep.

11 comments:

Kit Keat Bar said...

very very sorry for u, well... nothing we can really do right now except getting back your number. as for the phone, not sure can lock it out or not if u know the imei number. Let's check with the Digi center, if you have your nokia box it might listed there. :)
let me know if you need help.. i still have my old 3310 phone. use it as a temp.

Joyce said...

tat's y i'm a racist. but it doesnt exclude chinese from doing these things also la.. but mostly dam freaking malays... 50% of them exist to create havoc. with their "allah is everything" memang sampah masyarakat.. okok.. getting too racist d. hope u can settle everything soon la

yuki tenshi said...

sometimes i jus wish i can hear words of comfort instead of every1 telling me thr's nth i can do anymore... i know it for myself thr's nth i can do bout it. i don't nd every1 reminding me bout it... even if it's a lie n any1 tell me everything going to be alrite, i would haf felt much better...

nvm, im really down now. my head hurts like hell. sry if i offended any1.

dominiqueban said...

chill~ just remember 1 bad thing = 10 good things!! so after 1 bad thing happen 10 good things will come :D

yuki tenshi said...

ban: somehow i feel more bad things been happening instead of good thing... :'(

Dann said...

Im sorry for your lost. *hugs*

A Blessing In Disguise

A friend of mine give me these 4 words when i was emotionally down. Perhaps you could make a good use of it...

yuki tenshi said...

i haf enuf of blessing in disguise. thr's a limit to how much a person cld handle. im near my limits. another blessing in disguise comes by, i can honestly tell u, that time, i'll surely break down.

Anonymous said...

damn dat malay couple all boom his hp!!! sian le..that phone so good 1..amy jie report to police can d arh? they steal they go hell more better lerh..*curses those malay couple*

yuki tenshi said...

the world wld haf been a better place wif less ppl like them... no use report police... police semua oso malay...zzz

Anonymous said...

Ah.... I feel sorry and bad for you........ You are so down, but i still tell you that i need to hang out with friends rather than shout with you at red box.......
I do want to comfort you....
Really...
Let's go shout this coming Friday after my work.....
Stay beside you, avoiding you from thinking of it.....
CURVE BADLY FOR THAT STUPID MALAY COUPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BOom the phone number as we can!!!!

yuki tenshi said...

i tried not to think bout it... but somehow it got its own way of slipping into my mind 1 way or another...
guess that's wad happen when u got attached to something too much...